There are so many memories flooding me right now, but most of all I remember my father's laugh. Those who know him are probably hearing it now. It seemed to fill the room, coming deep from within him, that great belly shaking laugh that could only touch you and make you smile! I remember being a small girl and looking up to my dad's face while standing on his toes sharing a dance as he sang I love you" by Sinatra... My dad's version was slightly altered, but I liked it better! I remember the small of his bed... That big ol water bed I would lay in as a child. When I was sick I always slept with daddy and that scent of his sheets comforted my so. I remember his ongoing joke with me about being his favorite daughter... He told me once "You're my favorite daughter" to which I replied, "Dad, I'm your only daughter!" Dad looked at me with a smirk and replied, "well, how do you know that?..." This went on for most of my life. I loved the way he teased. I remember being small and when I was ill, scared or just plain tired the thing that soothed me the most was laying my head on his chest and listening to his heart beat as he rocked me i the recliner. That heartbeat could soothe the worst of my troubles. I remember the yearly trips to the Bronx zoo with the family. Dad always allowed me to stay and look at the animals as long as I wanted. Never impatient, he just enjoyed seeing us kids happy! Right now, most of all, I can't stop thinking of his final moments in this world. So strong and brave and peaceful, holding his hand and kissing his head. I laid my head on his chest to hear that strong soothing heartbeat for the last time... I will treasure that moment with my father forever! I love you so much dad! I miss you already, there is no one like you and you will be remembered, celebrated and shared through my memories with you!